I'm getting tired of my superficial comments about the object of my obsession but it feel good when I write them, (not long) :( I don't think that I need to be serious all the time either. That's another problem, I'm to serious. Everything is life and dead to me, black .or white no shades of gray exist in my world. Actually I like it but maybe not all the time or?
I think If I focus more I can make a good thing of this instead of insanity. I get a comment about witch stag I was in and it made me think for a second. Which stage am I really in? More close to insanity or control? Well,I think I'm some where in between going toward both some time at the same time. I been dreaming about the object of my obsession since beginning of Nov every night. It makes (feel) me more crazy....I'm talking to myself all the time and make plans for the future,good plans for my life and then there is these thoughts. I don't know....I'm changing so much in my life that it is just too much sometimes. I need to focus at the goal despite the fear of the unknown and what might happen if I succeed in what I want to do. Maybe this is my way of coping with the disappointment that I feel.
Today is not a good day, not when I'm alone any way. When I do my job I almost forget but it is always near. It is like if i close my eyes I see....While work today sometime I thought what if but I snapped myself out of it and concentrate on the client instead. I'm good at what I do (I hear it all the time) so I don't need to worry about that.I just need to see myself as the others do. Sometimes when my friends talk about me I think who is she talking about. Am I really that person? Why don't I can't see that all the time.....I know the answer but I need to change that dialog that plays in my head sometimes.I'm good at changing my thought pattern so I just need to remember it.
It feels that I suffocate here soon. I need to be some where else with other people. Right now I don't want to be around anybody. I can't find anybody that feels the way I do here maybe because I don't look for them, i don't know. I'm just tired....
Hey!
ReplyDeleteFirst full moon affects me too!
About the superficila comments, sometimes is good to be superficial and have fun, we don't have to be serious all the time. Sometimes we need to get that NB out of the closet. And don't worry about the "stage" comment, I'm also in that stage maybe even beyond :). And yeah I feel like I'm losing my mind sometimes, you know the stuff that I'm saying to myself "stop obssesing already, you're not a little girl anymore to obsses over some famous person". And I don't see him as object at all, he's far more than that, I feel the respect, understanding and fear for him. And yes, I'm scared. What is that he has that affects me so? Is he a full moon? :) But it moves me in a way, in the ideas of changing my life, encourages me... cause I know that I can do more of life, I'm capable to do it. But I have fear of fail. And maybe he represents me succes, that he did something when he had nothing and inspired me. Maybe I sound insane to you. I don't know how to explain without sounding insane. I'll stop now. :)
And yeah I feel I need to be somwhere else too, like this isn't my life.
:) ITA with you. NB needs to come out more often maybe. He his my full moon and shiny star. I understand every word you say and you don't sound insane at all. To me you sound sane actually. I feel that my head is going to explode most of the times from the chaos in it. But in some crazy way I like chaos. I'm not gonna say much know because I know that you understand me and I understand you :D Thanks for giving me hope.
ReplyDeleteBTW I'm a cancer,which sign are you?
Hope dies last, that's my moto, I'm always hoping there's something more... I'm pisces.
ReplyDeleteOur signs is compatible ;)
ReplyDelete:) yeah, and I'm very compatible with taurus, it says in every horoscope :), here I go again with my insanity! :) hey, how old are you? cause you were saying in other post, that maybe it's late for a change.
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ReplyDeleteI'm 23 and feel so old! LOL! And I hope it's not too late yet!
ReplyDeleteFae and Annie - I really hope you don't mind if I join in here. I just feel so strongly that I have to comment. I am 41 as of today and I definitely feel the insanity, too. I have never been this taken with anyone before. Rob has some strange, amazing power over me. It is like he is my full moon as well. The superficial NB commetns help release some of the pressure, but it is always there to some degree. I long for the chance to have a conversation with him. It is crazy and impossible I know, but I just can't escape it. I have been moved to tears on more than one occassion. I am blessed to have such an understanding husband. I apologise if I am intruding, but I felt the need to express this.
ReplyDeleteangie, I don't mind you joining :)I feel better that more people thinks like me.It's make it easier and I don't feel like a crazy person. I understand the Rob "thing" you describe. He just have that "thing" and he pulls you in a madness I never experienced. Like as said before he is not just a pretty boy, he is more and that's the problem. He's just 23 but he seems older. He can be silly and thoughtful at the same time.
ReplyDeleteHaving a conversation with him would be a dream if I could talk and not get nervous ;)
I need the NB comments to, I just get embarrassed by my own comments sometimes but love others NB comments. Well,it's hard to not think those thought looking the way he does and his dangerous sexapeal. It doesn't give you any chance to think and melts you. It's a very dangerous quality ;)Ok,I need to stop with these NB thought. It is to early in the morning,LOL
I think your husband is great who understand this. There is not many men that does.
Fae,it is never to late,NEVER :D (I should tell this to myself,LOL)
ReplyDeletehey Angie, I've never been taken like this with anyone before, I don't know what it is. I see that he's special, when you girls, who are older than him, like him. The 12 year olds like him, 23 year olds like, 30, 40, 50 and even 70 year olds like him. He just has it!
ReplyDeleteAnd the problem is that I don't want only a conversation with him! ;) The NB is back!
Fae, you NB ;) I don't think anyone wants just a conversation with him even they were blind. His scent makes them crazy too ;)BTW the conversation is always after you know...Other wise it is hard to think about or concentrate on anything else. You see his lips moving and you think about kissing them.You see his hand running trough his hair and you think I want to touch and pull on it while I'm kissing you and those hairy arms... I better stop before my heart stops. It is very hot in hear ;)
ReplyDeletethe drought is very hard tonight...
Oh I'd be thinking about it even after you know... ;) To see his lips moving, his hands in his hair, on his face, on his ears, and those arms with some reddish hair, it would get me in the mood even after a long night! :) ok I have to stop now as well!
ReplyDeleteHere not hear....
ReplyDeleteWhere do you live Fae?
ReplyDeleteThanks ladies! It is always nice to know that I'm not alone with the insanity. It is never too early for the NB to come out. ;) Would I be happy with just a conversation, yes. I will take WHATEVER I can get from him, but the likelihood of even that is impossible. Would I be satisfied with just a conversation, No fucking way. I want it ALL! the face, the hair, the smell, the body, the lips, the eyes, the arms, the jaw, the fingers, the chest, the little mole on the back of his neck....
ReplyDeleteAngie the little scar on the left side of his nose, just below the eyebrow :)
ReplyDeleteAnnie I live in Croatia.
What scar???What are you talking about???
ReplyDeletehe has a little scar, look a little closer. :)
ReplyDeleteI think I have to examen this live,pics are not good ;)He is going to kill me with or without scar. Just seeing the new pics of making me go crazy specially the one that he touches his hair. Nothing about him is normal. I'm just seconds away from padded room Fae.
ReplyDeleteI'm just so glad that I can talk to you about this since no one here knows about my maddens.
http://robertpattinsonwho.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/07/robert-pattinson-vma-5.jpg
ReplyDeleteLook at this picture, do you see it?
http://media.photobucket.com/image/premiere%2031%20robert%20pattinson/RobsessedBLOG/New%20Moon%20Premiere/LFI_NEWMOONLA31.jpg
What about here? :)
You think you're mad? Look at me!
Yes,now I see it but still I want to see it up close ;)
ReplyDeleteBTW the first pic, he is deadly gorgeous.
LOL,I think you are as mad as I am.
http://s847.photobucket.com/albums/ab36/ann2000/Robert%20Pattinson/?action=view¤t=56072361-cfd381a5fca07451a87fe8438f.jpg&newest=1
have you seen anything more beautiful?
Yeah I've seen- the whole face! :) you know what's the word that first comes to my mind when I see those eyes- angel, I don't know why, it comes instantly in my mind! :)
ReplyDeleteYes,I think of angel too when I look at him. How could he be anything else but angel. No human is this beautiful.
ReplyDeleteYou said you're afraid of him crushing you(r hands). How tall are you?
LOL I'm about 5.2, 5.3 :)
ReplyDeleteAnd about that human thing, there must be something bad about him...
:) Not much shorter then me ;) I'm 5.4. Robs hight is just perfect. Not too long that you can't rich and not too short. Then again what is not perfect about him.
ReplyDeleteWhat do you mean something bad?
haha, I mean no one can be that perfect! ;)
ReplyDeleteyeah our heights match his! :D
I'm going to start a new religion ;) with Rob as our God.
ReplyDeleteNo, I don't wanna worship him, I want him to be human, so I can... STOP! LOL ;)
ReplyDeletehahaha Fae, even Gods need to you know. Just look at Greek Gods, they loved mortal women ;)
ReplyDeleteoh God, I think I go carzy waiting for Mars and I don't even know if they're going to show RM in my city....
His stair worked pretty good last night. I had the longest dream about him. I must say that he is a good kisser and me too since he was very effected by it ;)I even saw us with a child, LOL and I saved his life.
ReplyDeleteWell,a girl can dream
Annie, Annie!!!!! Pleeeeeeeeeeease retell my your dream???? Pretty please with cherry on top! (pouting lips and sad eyes)
ReplyDeleteNow I'll check on you blog every 5 minutes! :D
Really, March is at your language called Mars? That's cool! :)
Yeah and his stare worked on me too, I had the biggest sickness this morning! ;)
ReplyDeleteFae,lol Let me put on some music so I can recall the dream. I went to the gym so I didn't saw your comment until now.
ReplyDeleteOk,lets see...we were on a tv show together being interviewed the for some strange reason he was going to kiss me. I'm standing close to him, he puts his hand on my waist and pulls me closer, the other hand on my face. First a soft kiss and then a more intense kiss, feeling his warm lips and sweet tongue.It's just get more intense till he goes crazy. We are both panting and I can feel how "exited" he is(I think I had a orgasm in my sleep*blushing*). After the kiss he says to me how special that kiss was for him and how he was effected by it. Then I see us together outside with a stroller and a child about 3-4 years walking. It was a boy with thick straight hair (like Robs when he was a child but brown). After that I see Rob as somebody very important,he is going to do a speech but somebody says that he had to go to the roof and some woman(bitch) have put a cake there that has been poisoned. Some how I know this and rush to the roof to stop him from eating the cake. Both Rob and me have grey hair and are older.
It was a very long dream with to much details. I woke up sadly in the morning,I wish I could be in my dream for always. He is always in my dreams,every night but he is just like a observant not this active like last night.
I had another dream the night before Hope for haiti.I saw him in the studio where he was going to record and he began reading from the monitor suddenly all the word dissipater and he can't continue. I think I was so nervous for him that night but he did great as we saw it.
And yes March is Mars. I mix the word sometimes with each other.
BTW, I crave pickles all the time ;)
ReplyDeleteOMG Annie, you could feel how EXCITED he was???? You're such a NB even when you sleep! I'm jealous! :) If I had that dream, I'd book flight to London instantly!!! :))) Only dream I had I was pushing him away for some reason, didn't even give him a chance to talk! :(
ReplyDeleteChild?????? That is so sweet! But as I said, I imagine him with more reddish hair! :)
LOL, I'm always a NB ;) I wish my dream didn't stop with a kiss but who knows. I might dream about him again.
ReplyDeleteDo you fantasized about him? I don't mean sex fantasies just ordinary fantasies. I found myself having conversations with him all the time.
I get a bit scared of peoples reaction to him,ok a lot scared actually. Did you read about death treats? For what? a photo shoot? There are many seek people that can't separate fantasy from real life. Here is a good soul, an artist who wants to do what he likes and "fan" threaten his life. He was paranoid before and now it is gonna get worst. What a life,going everywhere with bodyguard. Not being able to almost breath freely. It's so sad. Many says that when you choice this life you have to pay the price too but why. Is being an artist a crime or death sentence? Let them be free so they can create more.Sure you can love them but not in this way. Torturing some one isn't loving them. We don't own these people. We should be thankful for their beautiful and sensitive souls. i wonder how his family feeling seeing their son being hunted every where he goes.
I',afraid for the day that he disappear and don't do anything in public. You can take so much....I'm getting depressed now :(
Hmm...pushing him away wasn't a good thing but I'm sure you dream of him again and this time you wont do that!!! You just put your arms around him and keep him close.
ReplyDeleteI'm such a idiot,sitting here listing to beautiful,soulful music and crying. that's one of the effects of music to me. Fuck,I'm always to sensitive to everything.
Listen to this
ReplyDeletehttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4XZkLmomNgA
if Rob plays this my soul would live my body=dead
Hey!
ReplyDeleteI'm almost crying too... Gotta go now, but I'll come back and answer you. I gotta get some grip. And tell me first. Why did he recive death thearts???
I mean threats
ReplyDeletefor the stupid photo shoot,where he is going to be with naked models.Some thoughts that it was disrespectful to Kristin!!! I don't understand it....
ReplyDeleteOk first, what does Kristen go to do with it??? Why are they involving her in everything!? Jesus! Ok, now, uuuhhhhmmm how can I put this for you to understand me.
ReplyDeleteYes I do have fantasies about him and they're so ordinary, you wouldn't believe it! Really. :) I feel much with him, yeah with him, I don't know, like when he's scared, I'm scared for him. I think it has something to do with age, which is not important of course, but I'm teh sam age as him, and was going through same changes in life at the same time as him, you know like begining of the school, firts loves, growing up,... You know when I was 14, 15 and had to study for finals, I was thinking "Why do I have to do this now?" and then realize, I'm not alone, in the world all the kids my age are fucked up with books right now :), you know and maybe some kid in England too! :) And then siddenly we had to grow up, so quick, make some decisions, like university or work, and we are dealing with it now too, still growing up some of us facing college problems, some of us facing death threats. And so I feel kinda protective of him, like I wanna take him and close the door and hug him like a best friend and tell him "Let's be children again, talk about plain stuff, like cartoons, who's got better toys. Let's talk about stupi tamagotchi, cause that was popular in our time". Do u understand me at all what I'm saying? When I saw his baby pics, was like I saw mine, same photo quality, same clothes... You know. :) I feel so stupid! haha!
And P.S. That piece was amazing! :D
I do understand :)It is easy for you to put yourself in his shoes. I totally get it. About being protective of him, I feel the same. You want to make life easier for him and don't let anything bad happen to him. I don't relate to him the way you do. It would be strange if I did ;)But still I can understand how you feel about life and how he thinks.
ReplyDeleteI'm very empathic and can feel others pain and suffering easily. It is not a good thing because I get depressed specially when I can't help the person. I see him and feel for him. Maybe stupid but it's my choice. I said it before and you know it. He is special, all of us are special in our way but he can show and project it better then us. He just throw himself in life and do what he wants to do. That's what we all should do. Then there is charisma and everybody don't have it. His is just so captivating that pulls you in. Remember the cafeteria scene from twilight? When he walks in, you just see him and thinking who is he? He plays Edward but still it's Robert that you see. I don't know if it was another guy that scene had the same effect.
I'm not a teenager who is in love with the image of him,you know. A cute guy that played a vampire. So many of those girls confuse Robert with the role he played and think he is the same. I mostly love his personalty if he shows his real personalty. I have a hard time to believe that he acts and can be different. When I look at the videos from before twilight I see the same personality and character. I give anything to be able to talk to him. It doesn't matter how good a lier he is, he can't hide the truth from me. I'm very good at reading the body language and it's nearly impossible to lie with you body. And the we have the eyes, I avoid looking too much in peoples eyes because I can see all their pain even when they are happy. Not just the pain but even their souls. i have seen so many beautiful people but when you look at their eyes it's empty and almost soulless. those are so unattractive tome right away. Rob isn't one of them.Just look at the hope for Haiti video, you see the compassion and pain he feels. it's even in his voice. Those things aren't easy to fake.
Oh God, I just babble and babble ;) I can write a book about Rob,lol
BTW,I had a tamagotchi too :D and I still love to play video games. I'm not the typical grown up. I like to keep my childish side alive.
I hope I dream about him again and this time it wont end with the kiss ;)(yes,the NB is alive and well).
A hypothetical question: Lets say you meet him and he invites you to his place. What would you do? knowing that you don't really know him.
Tell me if you get tired of my questions :D
BTW I still listing to that piece.I don't know how many times but it is so amazing.
I'm glad you understood me. And I think as well that the body can lie. When I saw interviews for Harry Potter I see the same guy he is now, he's so modest. And when I saw that interview I instantly thought "Oh where was I then, back in 2005, o yeah I was starting my college, we just finished high school and he decided this way, he got the part, and I made some decisions too." it so stupid I know, but it's so easy to relate with him, like "Oh that was when we were 18" :).
ReplyDeleteOh I think I'll never grow up!
And about that Hope for Haiti, it was hard for me to watch him, he was so said and nervous I was afraid he would make a mistake haha "Don't make a mistake, you can do it!" and I realized, oh yeah itt was recorded before, silly me! :)
Hypothetical question: I wouldn't go to his place.
Hahaha, What? you wont go? What are you afraid of? I'm just teasing you ;)Think about it again,maybe it is your only chance to get to know him.
ReplyDeletesame feeling when I watched him,so nervous for him. But some have my faith in him was stronger.
And GOF video, he is just like now. Laughing and putting himself down. His laugh is the best.
FILTM so much
I thought more about you saying no, do you mean that you're immune to his charm? I can't believe it.
ReplyDeleteBTW Rob was in my bed ;) Tell you about it later,LOL. I's not what you thinking.
Off to the gym soon.
No, I'm not immune to his charm and that's one of the scary parts. :) And I'm afraid of many things, but when I think about it, I'm not afraid of, since I don't know him, that he'll do something to me, he can't, he's famous, I can't imagine covers "Robert Pattinson killed a girl at his place" haha he wouldn't do it! I'm afraid of other things, as I said I don't know him, I don't know how he is, and I'm so afraid that if I go I'll fall in love with him and that would probably be my only time spent with him and that is really the scariest part! So I would say no to him.
ReplyDeleteCan't wait to hear you Rob-bed story! :))))
FILTM from the distance! :(
LOL, "Robert Pattinson killed a girl at his place". I think we never going to see this. Imagining that feels wrong. I think you would falling love with him if he is as sweet as he is at his interviews or maybe sweeter when he is not surrounded by cameras and crowds. I understand now why you say no :)
ReplyDeleteAnd my Rob-bed story happened just before I woke up. Are you familiar with Lucid dreams? It is a dream witch you are aware of that you're dreaming. I use to have them sometimes. This morning I saw Rob coming out the a movie set(here is the part that I'm aware that I'm dreaming in my dream),the rest is strange to explain so I hope I can explain it. I hear him saying he is coming tome.All the sudden I feel him in my bed behind me.I feel his body and the his hands hugging me and pulling me closer to him.I could feel his warmth and the scary part is that I'm not at sleep anymore and I still can feel him. Fae,I truly think I'm loosing my mind :D
So, do think I'm crazy now? Are more afraid of me or Rob? LOL
LOL! Yeah I know what lucid dreams are, they're totally crazy, but you can't stop them. Wow you're so lucky to have those dreams, I never have them! :( But on the other hand, they're torture, cause they're just dreams. :( Every time I have a dream with him in it, he always just hangs around and I'm trying to avoid him... maybe I am scared...
ReplyDeleteAnd yeah, I think you're losin your mind! :) No, I'm just kidding! :))) That's normal, when you think of someone, no wonder he comes into your dreams.
And I'm still more afraid of Rob! Haha! Who knows, maybe he's outrageous, forcible, I don't know! :) I don't wanna fry eggs with pickles and maple syrup in the mornings the next month! ;D
No, I mean, He scares me, cause I know the meeting would be so intensive for me and I wouldn't fall fo no one else after that...
LMAO that would be something "to fry eggs...."
ReplyDeletefae, He doesn't need to be forcible. He just need to look at some one and they do what ever he wants to ;)I'm afraid of him because of that. I have never imagined that someone could be so damn irresistible. There is something wrong with him or me.
I read on the blog that Rob is going to be in every scene in Bel Ami. I haven't read the book and will not until after the movie so I don't know so much about the movie. I just know that there is going to steamy sex scenes. Those are not so important tome although I must say that I like it ;) How are we going to survive that movie. I'm already nervous about the RM.
FML
I'm sitting here playing with photoshop and guess who's pics...
and you wouldn't fall for any one else after that....
In fact, that wouldn't be bad idea, to have something of him when it's over, a beautiful little baby... LOL I don't think I would do whatever he wants, I'd be saying "Who do you think you are?" Trust me, I know myself. It would take long for him to get something! :) There's definitely something wrong with him! :D
ReplyDeleteAbout Bel Ami, for my college I have to know something abou Maupassant, so I have to read it. :) And RM is going to kill us, believe me!
Oh I know who's photos you are playing with! ;)
And still he scares me...
:D A little Rob, how sweet. You're a good girl ;) It is alway better to make them wait even when you don't want to.
ReplyDeleteI wish I could play with him instead of his pics ;) Sorry the NB is making me crazy.
I want to see a dark movie with Rob,you know Really badass Rob.He doesn't have to be a serial killer just being bad ;)Maybe that's what he is in RM. Don't tell me anything :D
What do you study?
back to my drawing board ;)
ReplyDeleteOr a little Roberta :)))), the NB is making me crazy too when I think of that! haha! Of course it's better to wait, that makes them want you more and respect you more!
ReplyDeleteI won't tell you anything about RM, even though I'm dying to tell you! :) But in BA he's not a good boy... ;)
I study literature and language, did u go to university?
ohhhh, Fuck(sorry for swearing), not a good boy? My God,I should see that movie with some one who is as obsessed as I am. I want to talk about RM too but I'm gonna wait. After seeing it I'm going to need to talk someone. I have a bad feeling about that movie...
ReplyDeleteA Roberta,you have to lock her inside because he is going to be gorgeous and all the boy are going to wait at you door for her ;)
Yes, I studied anatomy and some more stuff. No literature but I love the subject. I'm a science girl ;)
I'm finished with my wallpaper :D My first one. This man making me do things I never done or wanted to do. I should thank him for making me learn new stuff.
Yeah, after seeing RM, I know I'd have to talk to someone, because it would have personal effect on me, since I guessed the ending. :(
ReplyDeleteAnd about my girl, I already feel sorry for her, but I'm not afraid of her, cause she'll be untouchable for those boys, she'd say no to all of them until she finds the right one, I konw her! ;) Or I'll call her father instead! ;) And she wouldn't have that awful name! :D
Back to Earth, what do you work?
And I wanna see the wallpaper, put it on blog, Rob- the muse haha!
I mean I'm not afraid for her, not of her! haha!
ReplyDeleteI think I hade a heartattack when I visit robsssesed. I was away all day and hadn't a chance to visit it and then I see his new pic and I'm my brain shut down. What is that? I mean is he real or am I dreaming. Why does he get more beautiful each time I see him in a new pic. Those eyes just pierce my soul and I can't look at them for long. I don't think that if I see him IRL I could look at him at all.
ReplyDeleteBack to earth, I work with physiotherapy and going to study Chinese medicine soon. Hopefully in London.
back to fantasy world ;) I can't stop thinling about the new pics....
LOL! I had a heartattack too, you know that already! haha! ;) I think I wouldn't be able to look at him too, I'll be like a total fool! :(
ReplyDeleteWow, nice job you have, I hope you'll get a chance to study in London too! I wanna go there someday too, I hope it'll come true.
You can't stop thinking about new pics, well I can't stop thinking about a new PIC! OMG is that really real??? I thought, since he's all perfect, that maybe something's wrong with it, but nooooo! haha! :))))))
Details pics is going to be so delicious and gorgeous. His eyes are so vurnable in the details pic. A bit sad,a bit begging,like "hold me please" look. I wonder about the rest of them and all the out takes.
ReplyDeleteAbout the Japan pic,I think we see what we wants to see,don't you think? I don't think that he would show "it" of like that or? He would certainly notice the level of excitement.He is a shy boy or am I wrong?
Fae, he is perfect all over, you know that ;) God,how could something be wrong with him when everything he is or he does are perfect to us. If I saw a man with hole o spots on his clothes I just think how disgusting he is but on Rob even holes and spot is perfect.
I think I need to sleep because I'm starting to hallucinate,seeing Rob every where(like I don't do that all the time).
He's my only savior
Living in a stateless zone
Searching for an answer
Everywhere he goes
I hope I dream of him, sweet dreams sweet Fae.
Can't wait for Details pics, I calla that sad eyes look "hug me" look! :D
ReplyDeleteAbout the Japan pic, maybe you're right, he's got "Got ya!" look on his face, like he's messing witht he papz, like "You want it, you'll see it!" That's so Rob, but on the other hand, you know that he's young, hormones raging at this age, especially with men, and yoy can't control it, especially if he's been during the flight, and whe he woke up... you know! :D
And you're right about us seeing him, if I see another guy with those crazy legs, and even that hair sometimes, I'd be "O get lost, and cut your hair!" But when it's him, he can wear a garbage can around his neck and still be perfect!
I'm really thinking about throwing myself of a cliff, maybe I'll se him then! ;)
"Living in a stateless zone"... right about that :(
Great song though!
Yes Fae, I know he is a young guy ;) and all his delicious hormones (NB never sleeps). I don't want to think about that because I'm sitting here with a BIG smile at my face.Lucky anyone can't see me and it just past noon.
ReplyDeleteThere is no f*ing cliffs in this country,what am I going to do then??? Jump of the roof maybe...
I got my video editing program ;) One more thing Rob making me do, lol. Give some music tip,I need other ideas beside mine :D
LOL come to Croatia we've got a lot of cliffs, especially along the coast, they're not to big, but they're big enough! :)
ReplyDeleteMusic tips...hmmmm...let me think... maybe Jeff Buckley: "Everybody here wants you", from New Moon- Hurricane Bells: "Monsters" :), Cascada: "Bad boy", "Englishman in New York"? :D, Goo Goo Dolls: "Iris", o I have so many, I'll let you know if I recall more songs.
Hahaha, I book a ticket tonight. We can jump of a cliff at midnight and maybe get lucky, lol. Can see the headlines about two women jumping and lots of Roberts pics around the area...
ReplyDeletethanks :D I'm gonna dig in my music files.
LOL at that scene, us jumping and screaming FILTM. Everybody asking "What happened , why were they jumping of a cliff!" And then Rob shows up, "O bloody 'ell, I'm familiar with that scene, they wanted to see Edward!" Us:"No fool, we wanted to see you!"
ReplyDeleteI'm totally bumpout tonight. I usually don't read so much about Rob because you never can trust what they're saying is true and then there is the comments about how he is or what he is going to do. How they know? Have they met him? Can you say something base on the interviews he has done?
ReplyDeleteI need a break or something. Maybe a clean break. Just stop being obsessed about this gorgeous,soulful man. Just thought of that make me sad and depressed. STUPID, SILLY, CRAZY, IDIOT me.....FML
But I don't want to. I want to look at him everyday specially his new pics and see his movies. GOD,despair is what I'm feeling. Totally hopples and trapped. Really,is my brain functioning or am I totally braindead?
No,tonight is not a good night. It is a dark, cold and crappy night. My mood is getting worse and I'm feeling depressed...listing to Dream brother over and over
.........
Don't be like the one who made me so old
Don't be like the one who left behind his name
'Cause they're waiting for you like I waited for mine
And nobody ever came...
I feel afraid and I call your name
I love your voice and your dance insane
I hear your words and I know your pain
Your head in your hands and her kiss on the lips of another
Your eyes to the ground
and the world spinning round forever
Asleep in the sand with the ocean washing over...
His song gets me so much and the words is like small knifes going through my flesh and bring up all kind of feelings...Sometimes I wish to be put down,it sounds really terrible I know but that's how I feel.Stop existing all together at this moment without pain and conscienceness. I don't like my conscience, it is bothering me all the time. I don't know what I'm talking about anymore. I don't like feeling this way or feeling sorry for myself. I just get sick of myself for being so sensitive but that's even what I love about myself. I just can't turn of my feelings and pretend that I don't feel anything. There are people who can do that and I always wonder how they do it. They seem to have a easier life but I don't want to be like them either so what the fuck I'm wining about???? Now I'm getting mad at myself and it is good. I need to concentrate and don't loose focus. I have to....
Fae,I just write here instead of a new post. I don't why. You don't need to read or comment if these thought make you depressed too. I just need to get these out of me. I think my head will blow up if I don't write. It is nice to know that some one else understand what I'm saying :D I have alway been moody so it's going up and down.I don't usually show it to another people or even friends. I'm so personal and don't let anybody in. Not a good thing,I know but I'm working on it.
I better stop and look at his unearthly(in a good way),divine, angelic, mystical,immaculate
eyes ;) they alway make me feel better. I have to see them up close soon although I might not be able to look at them but I will try,hope they look back at me. ohhh my angel...
LOL Fae,you make me smile with your comments. yes, if he does that I can come back from the dead.
ReplyDelete"O bloody 'ell, I'm familiar with that scene, they wanted to see Edward!" I can hear his voice saying that ;) Fuck,who is Edward, ROBERT!!!!!
I read your comment, I have to go now, but I'll come back in an hour, so I'll comment you! :) Don't be depressed. :)
ReplyDeleteHey!
ReplyDeleteI don't like to read gossip stuff about him, cause it's all BULLSHIT! And I don't wanna talk about it. I feel disrespect for that people who write that stuff without carin if it's true or not!
And I feel shitty sometimes too. Like I wanna dissapear, just stop existing, I think "What am I doing here?", I have a lot to study, but can't, cause I don't feel taht finishing that college is my goal. I just don't get it. And at times, when I'm at my lowest and just staring at the wall thinking that I hate my life and is there more to life, and then I think of him, and feel a little happier. He's my comfort, knowing that he exists, that at this point he's here somwhere, I feel sudden rush of happy feelings through me, like for these kind of people, it's worth living. And I know that if I see him, in real life, I'll just stand there, won't even try to approach him, tell him how I admire his work, I'll be just standing there not interfering, not bother him, and not make him think I'm his fan, I would just pass beside him. You ask me what I see in his interviews. I see a nice young man, who made something of his life, whom fame didn't wash the brain, who doesn't think "Look at me, I'm a famous actor.", you can see that in his clothes and everything. I know that he had a low point in his life, and made it. That's why I admire him, it makes me think I can make it too. I think his father is very strict and that he's raised well.
he interfers in my personal life in some many ways, by choosing his roles (RM), with his music, with MY music, idk, I just get him u know. And I can't stop it. He's everything I liked and wanted to be, I wish I'll have a chance to speak to him. And he's my little secret.
Don't be depressed and afraid of your feelings, I'm so closed too, and you don't know what other people think in their heads, so don't think you're crazy, idiotic or stupid.
You wouldn't believe how well I hide my feelings, sometimes I find myself acting, cause I don't wanna talk about my feelings. And don't try to stop what you feel and wanna do, "If it makes you happy, it can't be that bad."
Remember- hope dies last. I feel safe when I look at him.
Can I ask you a personal question? Do you have a boyfriend or husband or something like that? :)
ReplyDeleteI tried too to stop thinking of him and just discharge him, but just a thought of that makes me anxious. "Forbidden to remember, afraid to forget." So why bother, cause it makes me happy and hopefull.
ReplyDeleteHe is my comfort too. I see too a young driven man with so much charisma and down to earth. Things you write is exactly how I feel. I'm surprised that there s another person that thinks like me :D Nobody in my family do that. And you say that you don't even approach him, well that is what I do too. I would even ignore him if he was standing beside me but inside I would be in fire and dying. That's the way I always am even with other people.I never approach people and let them do that. I don't like to be in crowds not because of insecurity. I just get so drained of being with so many people. And yes his family raised him well so thank you mom and dad Pattinson.
ReplyDeleteYes, It makes me very happy :D I just smile every time I think of him or see his pic or hear his voice. That should be good so I'm gonna think like that. As long as I don't behave like a stalker it's alright ;)but still FML I want to do other things. You said that you don't want to study.What is it that you want to do beside having Rob's Baby(sorry,had to say it;)? Is it something else that you want? And why aren't you doing that?
Is just recently that I discover my true propose in life still I get confused all the time. Maybe it's not easy to know that at 23.
You talk about acting, I'm good at that too :) On my low days can people say to me how happy I look,lol and I think you are blind and I'm good at acting. Why didn't I became an actress, LOL that would be a very funny thing since I don't like cameras.
Hope is everything I have. I don't want to go in my past but hope saved me several times and I must say that I'm very strong mentally and stubborn as hell. I can't accept that I can''t do certain thing because of my age, my sex or anything else. I'm going to be and do what I want to do, NO LIMITS.
It makes me anxious too try to forget about him. It is not easy to forget those eyes. I can see them even when I close my eyes.
No, I'm single at the moment and been single for a while. I don't believe in short relationships and don't want to waist my time on the maybes. I'm very picky when it comes to people and men. I'm rather alone the with some one that is "ok". I can't accept it. The person that I'm going to be with me gets all of me so I couldn't even think about any other man even Rob. That's how I function and that's the way I want him to be. I'm very passioned about everything I do so I need the right person who could handle me. I have a strong personality too and most men don't like that or can't handle it. I'm not some helpless woman who waits for rescue :D
So why did you asked?
Exactly, I'm not very good at approaching people, I don't want to, It's low from me to do that, I don't know, that's how I feel. And I don't wanna be a stalker, that's just crazy, mental, who could respect you when you are a stalker (Edward Cullen is exception :D)???
ReplyDeleteI didn't say I don't want to study, I want to, I want to finish it, to be something, but I just don't see it as my future calling, I can's see my life like that, that's just not me, it's not fulfilling, I'm still so confused. There is something else that I want (beside the pretty baby ;)), it's been haunting me since I was a kid, I buried it somehow through the years, and turned to something else, idk why, but it keeps coming back, it's just part of me, it's hard for me to talk about that. I am very passionate and very stubborn to, so I understand what you're saying about men! I will never consent to the "ok" ones, to the second best, when I know what I want. I don't wanna have someone, just to have someone, you know, I'm not of the ones who can't live without men, it's better to be alone than with some guy. I can't live without love, there's a big difference, and I will be with someone, if he ever comes, who I'll love with all my being. I will never, ever accept the alternative, I know what I want! So I asked you that, I was curious if you have someone. :)
Today is a fabulous day, Hope you having one too ;) Write more when I come back.
ReplyDeletehttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KRy8N1P1EUI&feature=player_embedded#
ReplyDeleteLook at the room, can see it with Rob pics. Maybe I need a Rob room ;)
oh, better write this before I forget. Another dream :D We were in a sound recording rum.Some guy was telling Rob that he must change his voice and Rob was like no way. We had scripts for a scene. It was just sex noises(LOL,NB even in my dreams)you know, moaning,panting etc. It was so funny sitting there with him and hearing him making those sounds and then me, LMAO.
ReplyDeleteI would be as happy if I could have a conversation with him too ;) Maybe I need to concentrate on that part.
BTW he was wearing one of the RM shirts. I love his clothes in RM.
I had a dream too, weird dream! :) But later! :D
ReplyDeleteok about the dream
ReplyDeleteWell Rob and me were together in my dream, but not during the dream, you know?, that happened before, so the dream starts we've already done it, and it turns out the protection broke, so I was freaking out, yelling at him, I went to a drug store to buy some pills, to stop that, he was calm telling me to relax, that everything is gonna be ok, I was yelling at him, how can he be so calm. I was freaking out to everyone around me that he's so clumsy, how did that happen, that I don't wanna have a baby! But it was too late, and then I woke up! LOL!
Remember yesterday, I was sad and moody. Today I'm ecstatic :D First my dream,the I feel so good after the gym and then Those pics of Rob. He s better then any drug, I'm so high right now I can go and run for hours...
ReplyDeleteHow I'm going to survive the movie??? I have to bring something to bite, otherwise my hands and lips going to be bloody and everybody think I escaped from the mental hospital... I need to breathe for a moment ;)
Tell me about the Dream pls...
haha
ReplyDeleteI'm glad you're happy now! I'm happy too! I told you about my dream!
Your dream was so cool LOL, or should I say hot? ;)
ReplyDeleteI'm always mad at him in my dreams. :(
And yeah, I love his clothes in RM, look like his own clothes! :D
LMAO, Oh God, so you missed the best part ;) Well, it seems that you really want a rob junior ;) How could you scream at him Fae? It's Rob! everything he does is ok. It's seems that Rob had a busy night.
ReplyDeleteI read the Bel Ami interview too, Why is it so hard to concentrate when he talks about the sex scenes. He just have done a few movies and is not that old and he does this to people. What happens when he is 30, OMG. He is going to better and better as he gets older. He'll be more confident and secure in his acting and himself but I hope he always be a shy boy as he is now. It's so charming to see him so shy. I like shy men, there is something about them. Don't like vulgar,loud men at all.
guess what as I thinking today at the gym. That japan pic!!! mostly his smile and the fact that he was so big compare to the others. I'm referring to his hight now so don't think about the other thing. I know what you are thinking especially after the dream you had. I couldn't stop smiling. I wondered what people thought when they saw me smiling.
Today is a fabulous day ;) Ok back to staring at wet Rob and Bed Rob...
I have some questions about the last night comment but my brain is not functioning right now ;) I'll get back to you...
ReplyDeleteok, I have to work out now too, got some energy to spend! ;) talk to you later, think about questions! And by mi dream, it seems that I don't want the junior, lol, I was scared in my dream, and I woke up confused. :)
ReplyDeletewell,you're afraid of him as you said before. Maybe that's why you're always mad at him. Dreams are always tricky and confusing. I think I needed some comfort last night in my dream ;)
ReplyDeleteI can understand the feeling you talked about.When something keeps coming back is for a reason. we all get signs from time to time from universe when we forget the real path we are suppose to follow. As you say sometimes we forget and bury it but it always comes up until it is no longer possible to ignore it. Sometimes people can help and bring out the hidden feelings. For me that happened 2 times.first time when I chose to study again and began my journey to the right path and second time again for a few month ago.
What is it that you want to do? Do you know exactly what it is or just a feeling? Have you thought about what you're gonna d after you're finished?
P.S. I want to see RM NOW.....little crazy after all the pics.
Well, yes, I'm afraid of him, that's why I try to push him away in my dreams by being mad at him, and when he's there to stay, in the form of his baby, I freak out. My subconsciousness is fighting him all the time. I understand that.
ReplyDeleteThe real path is always there even though sometimes we can't clearly see it.
It's not just a feeling for me, I know exactly what is it. But still, I'm confused... I thought about what I'm gonna do, I'll do something that's connected to my study, but I don't really want it. Idk.
And you? Did you quit studying and then continue? What happened few months ago? That hidden feelings I mean. Who helped you bring out those feelings?
This song came to my mind
ReplyDelete"In the dark of the night I could hear you calling my name
With the hardest of hearts I still feel full of pain
So I drink and I smoke and I ask you if you're ever around
Even though it was me who drove us right into the ground
See the time we shared it was precious to me
But all the while I was dreaming of revelry"
Yeah, I didn't do anything for a few years. I was lost for a long time but I found my way slowly. It's been a painful and slow process. I've been in a cocoon for a long time and still am in someways. I see the light outside and my bod and soul aching. I just wait for the day when I can spread my wings and fly toward my true destiny. But there is always these fears, people who puts you down(I mean my family). I could probably write a book about my life...
ReplyDeleteYou ask what happened few month ago. Well,I moved from another city to this one and started working for my friend in June. I didn't like my other job and just did it. This job was ok and not the one I want to do either. I thought everything was ok and I was feeling great, what a fool I am sometimes. I had began to suppressed my feelings and who I am. Then for a few months ago in the beginning of nov everything changed. I began reading twilight and somehow it made me depressed and then listing to Robs songs made it worse. I can't say why but it just opened something in me. All the feelings that I had pushed down came to surface at once. It was a nice awful.I just cried and cried. It took me more then a month to be able to handle everything and see more clearly. The book itself isn't so special. I've read more emotional books but I think it was what I needed some how and then seeing Rob and reading about him made everything easier and start a fire in me to change something and plan for the future that I wanted and not what others wanted for me. Most of my life I felt and feel that I'm in a prison,chained up like a butterfly pined to a frame not able to fly. It's not easy to break the chains and be free. I admire people that can do that and do what they really want to do. They trow themselves in unknown territory with lots of fear and make it anyway. the person that made me change is Rob. It's amazing that someone can inspire you without knowing that. A young guy from England :D That's why I love him and respect him. He is not old but he is wise. I don't what he would say if I told him these, probably thinks that I'm nuts. But it just happened....
I love that song,it's beautiful. specially this part:
"In the dark of the night I could hear you calling my name
With the hardest of hearts I still feel full of pain"
Why do you feel confused? What is that stands in your way?
I like this quot:
"Failure is simply the opportunity to begin again, this time more intelligently."
— Henry Ford
Wow a complicated story you have there. What stands in my way? People, who are telling me things like "That's life". I don't wanna agree to it and give up. I don't wanna work just for money, just to survive, they're saying that's it, they've agreed to that. But I don't want to, I want more. I'm glad you had that change, Rob is positive part of your life because he inspired you, so don't ever give up.
ReplyDeleteHe kinda changed me to, not to a different person, but to me, I'm more myself since that. I'm not afraid of who I am. I am so scared of FAILURE, the same thing he's scared of, but he had the guts to pursue his dream, when no one believed in him. And that's why I respect him, he showed me that I can. And when I heard him talking about himself, it reminded me of myself, that's how I am too. He's so far away, but I somehow feel him, I don't know how to describe it. When I see they write shit about him, I feel stab, like they're telling that to me too. Don't get me wrong, I'm not idolizing him or worship him, after all he could me my school mate, I'm just admiring him, like he could be my friend you know or something like that, I told you already- he likes the things I like, I understand him, like he brougth back again my buried feelings and everything I was before, but forgot it along the way. Maybe that's another reason he scares me. :)
So I'm telling you, like I'm telling myself, don't be afraid of who you are, after all it's your life.
I like that quote too as well as the
"What doesn't kill you, it makes you stronger."
I read the comment soon but first my dream. It's funny that for the last 3 nights I have dreams of him where I interact with him. I dreamt of London Rob,lol. Walking down in the street. His friend was there too. We go in some store and I see myself writing a list of some sort. They are celebrating their first album release and I'm writing down the date and he albums name. Then I say to Rob,i shouldn't be here. This is yours celebration. He comes to me and hugs me and says, no I want you here. It was a bit more but I don't remember it well...
ReplyDeleteOk, now I'm going to read the comment :D
That' amazing that one person can change you and wake you up,isn't it. I think we a similar experience but different ways of relating to him :D I think you stick to your feelings and don't listen to the others who telling you,it's life. Everybody is afraid of failure but some people don't let the fear stop them. That's what you and me have to think about.Life isn't just surviving it,it is so much more :)When you're ready you get help from the universe in different forms. I'm going to take my chance this time :D
ReplyDeleteI'm using English so much even when I think that I forget words in my language,lol another Rob effect ;)
Keep believing in yourself,anything is possible....
And FILLR ;)
Lucky you, you always have nice dreams with him, me- I have nightmares! LOL! Oh London Rob, I love every Rob, Mexico Rob, Japan Rob, NY Rob, Rome Rob, Robward :D, but I think I love London Rob the most, I'm so happy when he's there, it makes me feel he's safer! :)
ReplyDeleteAnd yes, it's amazing how one person can have that influence (haha this made me think on influenza as spanish influenza, wow I'm kinda crazy tonight :D). I noticed that too, that we have similar experience with him, like we're maybe in the similar, strange period of life, waiting and wanting a change to happen. We must never give up. But a different relations with him, I told you already about my relations with him, in every way. :)
About that English usage! LOL- I forgot words in my language as well, sometimes I find myself knowing how to say something in English when I can't find a word in my language, even though I study it. But I can't blame myself, I'm used to speak Eng., even think on it, cause the big part of my family is in NY, so that's why I'm related to NY and Remember me and all that will represent, but we'll talk about it after the movie! :) Oh, and in school, teachers used to correct my accent, cause I was speaking american, but we had to speak strictly british in school. :) But now I say some words in british accent and they laugh at me, that is Rob effect! :)
oh and P.S. talking about coincidences, I have one, it's weird haha, I just realized that- I had a CAT 2-3 years ago and, and his name was PADDY! LOL
ReplyDeleteI am definitely crazy! :)
zdravo,
ReplyDeleteI was a in a strange mood when I woke up today,had a bad feeling in my stomach but I ignore it and went to gym. It makes me feel so good in every way:D then I come home and see these pics. His pics just works instantly. It doesn't matter what it is.But seeing those kissing pics makes me dizzy and I can't look at them for long ;)He ooozez sex even in pics. I think sometimes how the people that work with him on the set feel. Seeing him kissing her over and over or taking pics of him during the scene. How can they survive it?
And please don't talk about all those different Robs.They are all gorgeous. I don't know how he could not be gorgeous and delicious. They must save his DNA ;)
I woke up from a dream last night and was laughing at loud. in my dream my grandma was talking about RM,LOL. Well, that's another sign of my my obsession.
I love to talk English with British accent, maybe if I live there. i used to hate the British accent8many years ago) but I grow to love it. It's the proper English. And Robs accent is to die for. His pronunciation of certain words can take you to heaven Ok, this how obsessed I am....
FILER ;)see if you guess right
there are many coincidences ;)maybe you can find more...
ReplyDeleteaaaaaaw you're so nice! :))))) with that zravo thing! :D I can't believe it, I don't know which language do you speak so I can say hi to you too...
ReplyDeletePozdrav i tebi! :D
I wonder at that people sometimes too, I know I wouldn't be bale to handle that, I'd probably be shaking and stuff :), or want to punch the girl in the face! ;D LMAO at your dream, same thing when my mom told me in my dream that's it's ok if I have the baby, tell me that's not crazy! :) I don't dream too much about him, but when I do, well you know... :(
I love to mock at English accent very much and I do that very well! :D And tell me about that pronunciation of his, OMG, when he says: "girl, Tyler, Edward, perfect creature, intensity" I die! My sister and I were watching Twilight DVD when he talks about becoming Edward, she was like "Where is he coming from", I said "London!", she "I noticed!" :) Oh and every time I see Twilight or New Moon I notice how he loses sometimes, it's so cute, like when he says "Not at all!"
They definitely must save the DNA, well I had a copy but apparently didn't want it! LOL ;)
Oh and FUCK, I LOVE EVERY ROB TOO! ;)
About the coincidences, I really didn't try to find this one! :)
OMG I wrote a word in my own language incorrect! Go figure! :DDD I meant zdravo! :)
ReplyDeleteSince it's raining whole day here I'm in some kind of twilightish, melancholic, inspiring mood, here's another song:
ReplyDeleteWhen these pillars get pulled down,
It will be you who wears the crown,
And I'll owe everything to you
How much pain has cracked your soul?
How much love could make you whole?
You're my guiding lightning strike
I can't find the words to say,
But they're overdue,
I've traveled half the world to say,
I belong to you...
This one kinda, also reminds of Rob :)
I just have like 1000candelsaround me, ok not 1000 but 50 :) and listing to sexy boy(6 different version of it ;) you can figure out who's the sexy boy or MAN!!!
ReplyDeleteI'm in the big time NB mood tonight. First seeing the shower scene and then all these Bel Ami pics. He looks so good in those old fashioned clothes. He gets sexier,if that's possible. I think when it comes to him everything is possible. He is going to kill me one of these days.
I didn't look at the other clips from RM. It feels like we are going to seethe movie in clips and I don't Want to that. But I couldn't not watch the shower scene.
About the sex scenes, he is going to have steamer scenes in bel ami, maybe they need to clear the area because those scene can make people to spontaneous combust. I know I would...
Just one small question about Bel Ami, witch nationality has his character?
I'm waiting for you for the NB meeting ;)
I loved the song :D It's beautiful...
ReplyDeletethis is what I listen to now, it a translation since the song is in French.
Where are your heroes with bodies like athletes
Where are your rough shaven, well dressed idols
Sexy Boy Sexy Boy
Dollars in their eyes
Diamonds in their smiles
One day I too will be beautiful like a god
Sexy Boy Sexy Boy
Apollo, perfect x 2000, 21 years old
The ideal man, masculine charm
Sexy Boy Sexy Boy
This too reminds of Rob ;)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A_ulZiob5I0
Who wouldn't be in a NB mood after the shower scene and those pics! :D I don't wanna watch other clips too, I wanna be surprised, I just saw teh shower scene and teh dinner scene :), couldn't resist it! I'll be there at 11 probably!
ReplyDeleteAbout Bel Ami- he's French and here's a description of him, I'll try with my translation:
"Even though he was in a 60 francs suit, he was showing some kind of unobtrusive elegance, somewhat corny but yet sincere.
Shapely, blonde and that auburn blonde and somewhat reddish haired, with crimped moustache which looked like they were foaming above his lip, with blue and bright eyes with imprinted little pupils, and naturaly wavy hair divided in the middle of his head, he looked like evil from the easy novels."
That's our Bel Ami! :D
That song is cool! It's from "10 Things I Hate About You"! :)
ReplyDeleteYou speak French?
Why do I want to began every sentence with Fuck I love this man???? Maybe I just tatoo that ;)
ReplyDeleteThat description of Duroy. Ohhhhh....It sounds like Robert, "unobtrusive elegance", corny,shapely indeed in every way. He is a silence killer,I mean Robert. He kills and yet nobody do anything to stop him.
Is he going to speak with French accent,hmmm. I want his beautiful British accent!!!! Can't they convince him to read a book. There are many that would buy that book only because of him.
FILTLB
No,I don't speak French,do you?
ReplyDeleteI'm going to watch Lost and then is NB time ;)
It starterd with a T-shirt and ended with a tattoo! LOL! :D
ReplyDeleteSee Maupassant described him then, Stephenie Meyer described him and even J.K.Rowling, see how big inspiration he was, even before his birth! I hope he'll speak British, they always do in that kind of movies. :)
And FILTLB???? Don't tell me I'll try to guess! :)
I don't sepak French fluently, I just understand it a liitle bit, :)
I have the t-shirt ;) I can tattooed somewhere not visible. Even in ancient Greek they describe him. He would've been a God in those days and build a statue of him. I wouldn't mind doing that ;)
ReplyDeleteI was going to say that about Greeks! LOL
ReplyDeleteAnd is it maybe Fuck, I love this little bitch? haha
hahaha NO
ReplyDeleteFuck, I love this London boy.
hahaha LOL, I knew it was London somewhere damn it!
ReplyDeleteoh, I went to RTG today, and the nurse asked me if I was pregnant, you know you can't do the RTG if you are, and I stopped! for a second and said: "...NO...(am I?)" LOL
I've totally gone nuts!
Hahaha, Are you sure??? His stare can get you pregnant you know. I'm pretty sure about that ;) the other side effect is that you looses your mind. He is an evil person ;)But I still love him...
ReplyDeleteNoooo, but I was already radiated! Luckily the baby has special powers probably! ;)
ReplyDeleteNo he's not evil, at least he doesn't want to be, he doesn't kill purposely. :D He can't be evil with those eyes... :))) I'm dreaming again... :D
Gotta go get some sleep!
Sleep well and sweet dreams of course! ;)
Well, it's those eyes that kills and they are(not) so evil.
ReplyDeleteSweet Rob dreams ;) Don't be angry at him this time.
Good morning :D
ReplyDeleteHad 2 dreams last night. The first one, he was going to make a speech,his hair was all crazy and he just put his hood on. He's looking so happy. the next one,he is in my living room sitting on the floor, my mom and sys is there too. He is some big time CEO of a big company. I look at his profile when he speaking about something and think, God, he is beautiful. Then he fools around with me and teasing me for my tattoos. He was so goofy :D
Hope you have a fantastic day
I can't wait for RM.......Why is time going so slow!!!! need to build a time machine.
ReplyDeleteGood day!
ReplyDeleteLucky, lucky girl, I have to say that double because you had 2!!!! 2, not a dream, but two of them!!!! And you couldn't give me just one, at least that "speech, crazy hair" dream! See wi I sent you that scary video! :P
Oh and that guy from your other dream, wasn't Robert, it was Edward Cullen of Cullen Enterprises Holdings Inc! ;D
Funny how we don't have to say name of the person we dreamt about, just "he" or "him" :).
Oh and you have tattoos? Wow! Which ones and where if you can tell me???
Hope you have a fanastic day too, even though I'm jelous of you right now! :P
And I can;t wait for RM too, I want to be in NY :(((, I'm so sad right now and it's so gloomy day...
Well,I'm jealous of myself too,lol. You should see him with crazy hair. More like Rome Rob but better and sexier. Your video worked,I was so scared that I needed double comfort ;)I don't why but I always dreaming him as a very important person.Maybe i dream his future. He has always some important speech or making albums. I hope so anyway.
ReplyDeleteYes,I have tattoos ;)not big ones,hate those. I don't know who's reading here,hopefully not a family member so I can't tell you here. But I can mail some pics to you. Don't write you mail here,just e-mail me at annieforpatty@gmail.com(only if yo want to ;)
Don't be sad Fae,just think of him and he make your day brighter. God, I have all of his pics in my mind and see them all the time when I'm out. I smile like a crazy person in the streets.
How many he or him is there for us??? only ONE
I want to be In London and NY :(
"From a cheerless room in a curtained gloom
I saw a star from heaven fall
I turned and looked again but it was gone
All I have and all I know
Is this dream of you
Which keeps me living on"
Maybe he's important to you, that's why he's CEO in you dreams :).
ReplyDeleteI have all his pics in my mind and they cheer me up too, believe me, or I htink of his gooffines and I laugh by myself, I was sitting at the table with my mom, aunt and grandpa today, and suddenly he appeared on the tv, with his crazy hair, putting finger in his mouth for no reason as usual, and I jumped off my chair like crazy, almost jumped over the table to get to the tv, and my mom was looking at me thinking "Ok, I'm used to this!" :D And that brightened up my day!
Yeah, only ONE of him is there for us, but today I came across the picture of my 2 years ago "Him", and it hit me a little bit... He is total opposite of him, total :).
You're right, you never know who reads this! :)
You really don't have to send me pics if you don't want to, just the description. :)
A little bit of Beyonce! ;)
ReplyDeleteOMG read these lyrics!
Every night I rush to my bed
With hopes that maybe I'll get a chance to see you
When I close my eyes I'm going out of my head
Lost in a fairytale, can you hold my hands and be my guide?
Clouds filled with stars cover the skies
And I hope it rains, you're the perfect lullaby
What kinda dream is this?
You could be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I don't wanna wake up from you
(Turn the lights on)
Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me, your love's too good to be true
(Turn the lights on)
My guilty pleasure, I ain't going no where
Baby long as you're here I'll be floating on air
'Cause you're my
You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I don't wanna wake up from you
(Turn the lights on)
I mention you when I say my prayers
I wrap you around all of my thoughts
Boy you're my temporary high
I wish that when I wake up you're there
To wrap your arms around me for real
And tell me you'll stay by side
...
Tattoo your name across my heart so it will remain
Not even death can make us part
What kind of dream is this?
You could be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I don't wanna wake up from you
(Turn the lights on)
Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me, your love's too good to be true
(Turn the lights on)
My guilty pleasure, I ain't going no where
Baby long as you're here I'll be floating on air
'Cause you're my
You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I don't wanna wake up from you
(Turn the lights on)
Either way I don't wanna wake up from you
:D SO TRUE!
:D I also see him everyday.It can be some commercial for a tv channel and they show twilight or just some magazine. I went to the library yesterday and guess what I see there. A book about him with his pic staring at me. He's stalking me,lol. I didn't knew him 2 years ago :( What a waist of time. Didn't even knew about twilight until recently. Well, can't do anything about it so I'm happy that I do now.
ReplyDeleteI post a new comment so I can delete it later,comment so I can see that you seen it.
And he is important to me. I don't know why yet or...
I loved the lyrics ;) Exactly how I feel.
ReplyDelete......
Tattoo your name across my heart so it will remain
Not even death can make us part
What kind of dream is this?
You could be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I don't wanna wake up from you
I wish I could write songs....
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ReplyDeleteI guess you didn't understand me when I said I came across a picture on the internet. :)
ReplyDeleteWe concluded that we don't need to mention his name and we already know who are we talking about and that there is only one of "him". I didn't know him 2 years ago either, that picture I came across, was the picture of one I was in love with 2 years ago, and he is total opposite of Robert. :) Opposite type of personality, opposite attitude, opposite looks (his head is shaved :)), you understand me now? :)
And the lyrics are wonderful. Try to write a song, it's not difficult when you have inspiration, I've been writing them almost my whole life, I feel kinda relieved when I write, but before I write them it's like a burden of inspiration
ohhh,sorry lol. I thought you talked about HIM. Hahaha a bit confusing since I only think about him ;) But now I understand. I alway liked dorky, sensitive, LONG and slim guys(you know Robalike) but my ex was also the absolute opposite. Make me sick thinking about it.
ReplyDeleteYou have better taste now ;)
I understand the "burden of inspiration". I feel relived after writing too but in order to write something meaningful I have to be very balanced or unbalanced. Those 2 stats are a bit difficult to be in but I will try sometimes. I think in 3 different languages so sometimes is very difficult to focus and write.
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ReplyDeleteWhich 3 languages?
ReplyDeleteOnce I wrote 3 or 4 in a row in about 10 minutes, I was very unbalanced that 10 minutes. :)
hahaha I know the type ;)
ReplyDeleteI have a funny feeling about you :D Hard to tell what it is. But there is something about you...
ReplyDeletewhat??? you scare me!
ReplyDeleteI deleted the comment about the guy. :)
ok, deleting him is a good thing ;)
ReplyDeleteDon't be scared. It's just a feeling, can't explain. Like I know you from somewhere. maybe a past life.
yeah... who knows, maybe you burned the witch, cause you were warrior! :P
ReplyDeletesee and you don't know the story about me and that guy and you're saying that it's a good thing deleting him! :) it is a good thing!
nooooooooo, no burning the witch! Maybe I saved you :P
ReplyDeleteMy brain doesn't work now.Didi you seethe new pics,fuck fuck fuck. I'm at my parents and it is not a good thing because I have to have a poker face and don't show anything. I just want to SCREAM, having trouble breathing and my hands shakes. LOL...I just needed to talk to you :) I haven't read the article yet. How do you feel??? like me???
http://www.details.com/celebrities-entertainment/cover-stars/201003/twilight-star-actor-robert-pattinson-remember-me
LOL!
ReplyDeleteYeah I know what you're saying, I'm feeling exactly the same! :) But because of the picture in Vogue, the one where he's alone,his hair is reddish, OMG!!!!!!!! I wanna scream!
The Deatils- hmmmmm I don't like the girls, they're not sexy eneough, haha, they look like whores... :)
LOL, I see only Rob not the girls. They are just like a piece of furniture, no soul at all. Love the hot tube pic of Rob. Those white pants and blue shirt.
ReplyDeleteI'm a mess...I was going to make a video before but now I can't even find words.
Did you read the article??? What did you think about it??? I love his weirdness and sense of humor for weird disease and the fact that he gets lost in his home town.
This why I love him:
"Rob wants to swim until he drowns, and he's going to try to drink it all up before he goes under".
this is what I need to do in my life, drown in my passion.
I didn't read the whole article yet. But wgat about the interviewer??? Who is she??? "He was waiting in a hotel bar to pick me up!" Nnnnnnn "We connected." nnnnnnn! B.I.T.C.H.! LOL!
ReplyDeleteI love his sense of humor too, and believe it or not I get lost in my hometown too, like I find a bar or a store and tell my frinds we're going there, and then I can;t find it and we get lost and they laugh at me! :D
Ok, I read the article! And he's just that type that I really like, I'm more convonced now! :D Why???!!!!
ReplyDeleteHe has opinion on everything, but at the same time mocks at everything, he so bright, toughtful and his parents tought him well. :)
He's not afraid of who he is, He sometimes looks a world through child's eyes, like when he sees that nuts or eats candy, he's so honest, haha. And I love the fact that he eats a lot and everything I'd love to see him eat! :D
That all, how he is and everything is sooo sexy! :D
FILTM!!!!!
I just paste my comment from the other blog :)
ReplyDeleteI'm getting dizzy.Don't know what to comment. The pics or the article???
I loved the article, God if I was half as intellectual as he was at 23 I would rule the world by now. I love his sense of humor much like mine and his hunger for everything inclusive food. With that mind of his he needs to eat a lot.
The fact the he like weird disgusting things make me laugh,it's how I thought he would be and the vagina comment. I think he like to say things like that to create a reaction maybe or just mess with peoples heads.He is not afraid to be label as gay. I think he is very secure with that part of him.
I love him MORE MORE MORE MORE
I'm on fire tongiht,not just beacause I'm
eating a HOT salad but because of this man, his pics and his comments. Is he for real? or am I dreaming him. I think he is a dream, these things doesn't exit in my world!!!
What do you mean he likes weird disgusting things?
ReplyDeleteOh I liked that vagina comment, he's such a teaser, he knows what he's doing. ;D
I don't know if he's real, I can't believe it... and he exists...from my imagination... I knew it...nobody believed me! :)
Something funny, I ate so much tonight. But first I ate pancakes and then felt craving for meat, potatoes and such and I took that, my mom was like "What are you doing, you had the dessert and now after that you want dinner." I smiled (as something crossed my mind and said "I have my dessert first." And I laugh at myself, and nobody laughed with me :(, so it was a private joke, every NB would understand me! :D
LOL Fae, have dessert first? I think the dessert was Rob? If I was there I'd understand it ;)
ReplyDeleteAbout weird disgusting thing, he was talking about "Fascination with afflictions that maim and disfigure and disgust" and "Candiru Infestation".
If he talks more and say these crazy again things I'll be forced to kidnap him because I can't be responsible for my actions!!!
He teases too much!!!!!!!
I want the white jacket,black pants pic hanging on my wall.
ReplyDeleteIs my comments too much on the other blog??? I'm such a NB tonight ;)
LOL! Nooooo, they're not too much! Hahaaha!
ReplyDeletehe definitely teases too much, I think it would be very interesting to have a converastion with him, I think I'd have soooooo many themes with him, we would never stop talking!! If we are NB's, well who can blame us, it's his fault he talks like that and takes pictures like that! ;)
And dessert was from RM trailer, LOL! :)))) You'll get it when you see the movie.
I censure myself too much ;)Talking with him? If he is going to talk like this I couldn't hold a thought.My mind would be all over, asking him questions.
ReplyDeleteIt's not fair at all!!!! Him being like this,fucking with our minds.
Desert and Rob in the same sentence means only one thing ;)
BTW, You and that guy, if you ever want to talk about anything else then Rob you can do that. I'm a good listener :D I was so distracted by the new pics and the article that i forget to comment.
Hey!
ReplyDeleteOh God I'm glad I left before everything AGAIN turned into talk about him and Kristen Stewart! WTF???? Who is she anyway??? His 19 year old costar from Twilight saga! Jesus!
Yeah, he is a great mind fucker and I love it, just imagine his dreams if he's brain is working all the time. :D
From his answers in interviews I see that he's very modest and down to earth, he doesn't like to refer to himself as some kind of movie star, he's just young man, so thoughtful and listens to other people, which shows how actually good person he is. And he's a rebel! :D
About the guy, it's ok you were distracted :), he's not that important, well he was two years ago, I suffered because of him, I don't know why, it was more platonic love than love actually, but I couldn't see anyone else besides him, he was perfect to me, But he was so immature and didn't know how to keep me and win me over... I love to talk about Rob!!!!!! :DDDDDD
And same to you, if you want to talk about anything else, I'm here! :)
P.S. FILYR is Fuck, I love you Robert!
ReplyDeleteLOL!
Me too, I haven't look at the new comments there yet and I wont until tonight. It just make me angry that people talk about her at all time. He and K are 2 separate people and I'm sure Rob knows what he is doing and don't need advise from me or any one. Some people see him as Edward only and that's a shame. He is so much more,so much. I thought about the interview whole night and his comments make me smile. God, I love to just talk to him and ask about his dreams. Hope his dreams as good as mine. had a fantastic dream in the morning and it's to complicated to explain. I see myself always as a man. I don't know why, maybe past life dreams because it is not now I dream about.It's some old time. And I have the hottest dream of him ;D Him lying behind me on the bed,me feeling his magic wand.he just had to wave it a couple of time to make me c.... fuck,I'm blushing... My mom is in another room.have to think about something else....
ReplyDeleteAbout the guy, you're too good for him ;)
I wanted to say Fuck, I love you Rob but Said yellow,don't know why ;)maybe I thought about smarties,lol.
Don't even bother to look at the comments, not worth it, they speculate wether they're together or not. Some are really convinced that they are, why even bother and think about that and question yourself about that, SO STUPID!
ReplyDeleteI don't understand people who are dissappointed now with him when they read the interview, don't they see he's nut just som airhead movie star, model. He's a human being with so many layers (and shades ;))
What did they want? Him to be a beautiful statue which doesn't speak, eat and drink!?
And about your dream. I hope you were not a man in that "lying behind dream! :D Oh lucky you with that dream!!!
About the guy, well, I think we didn't understood each other, it's unfinished story still, but I think it's finished for me!
Hahaha smarties, I love them, last night all I was seeing were colors LOL, same as you! ;) And if there is clear yellow smartie anyway, it's probably golden-yellow or yellow! orange! :D
I didn't bother to read them. I get tired of the speculations too. I just enjoy Rob for what he is. What do I care if he is with someone, not my business. He has so many layers that I just get crazy thinking about it and he is just 23 or is he?
ReplyDeleteLOL, well he did say that he hates vagina so I thought I'm going to be a man now in my dream,LMAO just joking,I was myself.
I'm going to send him some smarties with a note that says: do you want to share?
Those meadow pics was hot. When I look at a pic with rob,all I see is him not who he is with. I'm Rob blinded, see only him and his jaw and lips.
I'm so tired tonight,maybe because I can't sleep and dream all the time. My brain never sleeps and it's exhausting. I need to do some mediation maybe but I'm not patient enough.
BTW, I just realized that I too play with my hair a lot. Now I understand why he's doing it ;)
I'm tired of the empty speculations too. He is just Robert to me, alone!
ReplyDeleteThank God you were you in you dream, I was worried you turned him into gay! LOL And his V-comment and all the other comments, oh the boy's hot sharp tongue! And I love it! :)
He also reminds me of James Bond in those Details pics, he's got that look in his eyes...
Eclipse pics are gorgeous, I mean he is :D! So Edward to me on those pics.
Oh he does exhaust you in your dreams (jelous!!! ;))!
I don't know how will I survive Remember me...Seriously...
The V v comment seems to be a english joke,read it at the other blog ;)He is killing me with his sense of humor, save me please!
ReplyDeleteAnd please don't talk about it his tongue. When it comes to him my mind is in the gutter all the time. I can mange to concentrate for short moments on other things ;) but not very long.
Yes,gorgeous Mr.Pattinson, Robert Pattinson.
I'll be dead march 12 so you know.
LOL, look what I found: http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=fuckhawt
here is the joke:
ReplyDelete"DOCTOR DOCTOR, I think I'm allergic to vaginas!! Why do you think that sir? Because every time I see one I swell up and need to rub."
What is happening? are people that stupid? Or just want to create something from nothing. My head is hearting and I'm angry. Why do everyone think that they can judge some one? Being a public figure has it's downsides too.You become a target for everyone. Some people love to tear others apart simply because they don't do or say the thins they want. I didn't think that some pics and amazing article could cause this but hey,it's Rob. He probably sitting in his room and LHAO and think how many stupid people there is. I hopehe continue being him ;) That's one thing I love about him.
ReplyDeleteFILHSOH ;)
Hope you have a nice day :D
LOL LOL LOL I'm so stupid!!!! :D I meant to say "the boy's got sharp tongue" not "the boy's HOT sharp tongue" see what he does to me! ;D
ReplyDeleteThe joke is hillarious, he's so funny, I love him! :) You should send that joke to Robsessed if they don't have it already and that urban dictionary thing, haha he's a synonym to FUCKING HOT! :D
And what is happening??? Are the grudgers talking shit about him again???? No, no he'll always be Rob, that's why he's saying all those things, to show the world he doesn't give a f...!!! I don't understand what did he say that cause such mess???
FUCK, I LOVE HIS SENSE OF HUMOR TOO!!! :DDDDD
Have a nice day too! :)
LOL, well we get stupid when it comes to him ;)we lost control even over our thought and our hands types what we really think ;)
ReplyDeleteThe joke is already on Robssesed but I don't know if everybody got it. I just LMAO when someone commented about the gay Rob and how it's ok. People don't read the earlier comment that could explain things.
I can't keep up with all the drama. War between blogsand twitters, robsten and nonstens. I don't really care. I don't read other blogs because i don't find all the drama so appealing and don't have the time for it. I just want to talk about him with people that understand and have brains :D BTW he is a racist so you know,LOL. How stupid can you get? A word don't make you anything!!!
Why am I saying this to you? You and I think the same when it comes to our man ;)I'm still laughing at the joke,it's so good...
I want to see a new interview with him! I miss him :( I want to see how much he's grown and how he behaves now. Those eclips stills was fuckhawt ;) He is so sexy in those( I just look at him).
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So I understand and have brains? Nice! :DDDD
ReplyDeleteLOL imagine I was wiritng him a letter and my hand wrote what my mind thinks! Hahahaha, that'd be a scene! :D I don't read other blogs as well, what's teh point, they can't tell me anything I already know or change my mind, I've got my opinion about him and that's gonna stay that way until maybe he himself tries to change it! ;D You got my point!
Robert the racist- Nigger, Nigger, Nigger! Sorry if I offended you in any way, but I can't help it, I love to say Nigger! :DDDDD I don't know why they get angry with that, that's just what they are, even they call themselves like that, I don't care they can call me Whiter! ;D
Oh yeah March, can't wait!
Fuck, I love this fuck hawt man! :)
FILNSR! :D
hahaha, that would be some letter.
ReplyDeleteA question, how could he change your opinion. I mean what could change your opinion?
I'm sitting here and listen to VM,I'll be your lover,too. I've been listing to this song for about 2 hours and still don't get tired of it. It's so soulful and beautiful...Imagine Rob sing it to you with that voice of his....I would just die and wouldn't be able to talk for hours. I need a hug....
Hmm, fuck, I love Negro saying Rob???
haha, Rob reading a letter: (unreadable, surprised face) "Sma'tie pa'ty????....with my???? what????? Jesus Christ it's hot in he'e!" LOL
ReplyDeleteWell if I meet him sometime in the future and it turns out he's a jerk and he himself tells me that and shows me that, then I'll change my mind, but that won't happen (I mean he won't be a jerk! ;)) sooo.... :D
I love VM and that song and all of his songs! You didn't hear Rob singing it??? Here:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9AAKCZiIoB4
Don't die please, and be able to talk! :)
I send you a hug! :D
Yes, fuck, I love Nigger saying Rob! :)
Hahaha, I can picture him reading the letter and the big smile on his face ;)He maybe write back a smiler letter.
ReplyDeleteIdk, don't think he is a jerk. Read the vogue interview and love it when he saw that "I just crawl under the table." Me being NB,thought can I join you there ;) he is so sweet during the interviews. Why don't they tape these!!!!
I have heard Rob singing it maybe 1000 times ;)hadn't heard VM version,LOL. I want to sing it to me live,that was what I meant :D
I'm thinking about the view interview, he is going to ask him about the V-comment for sure. I'm curious about his reaction. Does he makes that big eye expression(cute as hell), hand throw hair and looking down?
through not throw!!!
ReplyDeletenot feeling so good,my eyes and head hurt like hell today so I'm home and bored to death almost. I just watched the letterman interview :D and now how to be, dorky Art ;)
ReplyDeleteI'm just going to lie down maybe....
Hope you had a fantastic day :)
I have to say, original VM's version is better than Rob's! :)
ReplyDeleteI hope when he reads that letter he won't crawl under the table and buy a plane ticket instead! :D
And "hand throw hair" you NB! :DDDD
Do you have a sinuses problems like me? Poor you! Well at least you can watch inteviews and movies whole day, I would do that! :) Look at the bright side! "D
I love How to be, I showed that to my friend and she admitted he's a great actor and the beautiful one as well! :))) Oh I love Art, so dorky, you want to laugh at that movie but at the same time feeling bad about it, haha! He's so convincing in that role.
Hope you'll feel better! Here's something to cheer you up, if you haven't seen it, well actually it's kinda heartbreaking, that time he was away from home for too long and I so wanted him to be in London...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F9AhEwEGnHQ
OMG look at this!...
ReplyDeletehttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NX4UmGlYGvU&feature=related
awwww,that song made me cry :( made me think about what I miss and want. And those sad pics of him. I can understand how it feels like to miss someplace someone. Sometimes it feels like that there is something that you miss but you don't know what it is. You talk about being confused, I'm still confused for the most of time. I just think and think and think but i don't know if I ever be satisfied with my life. the yearning doesn't stop ever. Yeah,you can bury it but deep down it's there. Feeling of not being all you can and doing all you can. Sometimes I want to drown myself in a ocean, you know so I can be part of this world without pain. Just be, dissolved in tiny particles and connected to everything. Sometimes I can feel the whole universe in me and vice versa. It is a tiny moment but at the same time it seems that it lasts for ever,infinite. In those ting moments everything is clear and theres is no doubt but sadly it doesn't last for very long and doesn't come often. Fuck...I think artists are super humans,not all of them. Some are just creative people but there is those that can move your soul,give you a reason to be better and drive you. I wished someone pointed me in the right direction when I was a child but no point shading tears over the past. It will never come back and the future isn't here. It's now that is important. I guess I needed to hear that song.
ReplyDeleteYes, VM version is better, he is the master and I'm listing to it again. The guitar he is playing is so beautiful and his voice of course.
I laugh when I see how to be too. You get sad and happy at the same time. I noticed this time that he were the same pants trough the movie and I loved his torn shirt :) You get to see him play guitar ad sing. It's not often you can see that.
FILHPG
His smile makes me smile :D Love the song too...
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry that song made you cry :(. I can really relate that song to Rob and it also reminds me of someone very important... :(
ReplyDeleteI know exactly how you feel and that the whole universe in you thing. I feel confused too. I do regret many thing I missed, but those were my own decisions cause by what else than fear. So I'm repeating myself, this guy brought myself back, you know.
As "Whatever you do in life will be insignificant, but it is very important that you do it." And as Tyler would say about that "I tend to agree with the first part." Yeah me too sometimes, I don't want everything to be insignificant, I have to change it! And what he did wasn't insignificant to me. :)
Yeah I love hos smile too and fuck, I love him playing guitar too! :D About those two videos, I hated those cameras in his face it really hit me when I saw those photos, it makes me want to take him away somewhere safe. :( and punch those people in the face!
FILTSM! :D
Don't be sorry :D It's good to cry sometimes. I don't like the cameras in his face too all the time.
ReplyDeleteCould I get more obsessed then I am? Is it possible? I just thinking looking at his pic drive me crazy,how it would be to see him live? Would it make me like a brainless robot? I have a lot self control and never show someone that I like them but with him, I don't know. I have to test my theory and see if I pass ;)I doubt it but worth trying.
We had a fun NB party last night with lots of racy and sexy pics of Rob. I'm looking at some of them and good lord and bloody hell and FM in the same sentence. Every inch of him is delicious ;)We concluded that he has a oral fixation(he touches his mouth and lips very often). Well you can guess the rest ;) I put some of those pics here:
http://s847.photobucket.com/albums/ab36/ann2000/Robert%20Pattinson%203/
there was one particular pic that started the whole thing. Can yo find it(have to look closer)? It's HARD to miss ;)
I'm looking for a song for a video, tell me if you have a suggestion :D
have a great day
Hey! Are you feeling better??? I hope you do! :)
ReplyDeleteI don't know what I would do if I see him either! I'm also good at faking that I don't like someone, who in deep inside I really like, so it would probably be the same with him... :) But my mind would go crazy I think if I see him face to face, probably: "OMG there he is, standing right in front of me, I'm gonna die now, I know!" But what if all our NB comments come to my mind at that moment wheelbarrow and such, LOL, I would burst out laughing in his face.
Sad I wasn't with you girls last night :(, but those pics, HE IS GORGEOUS, absolutely every inch of him, and those lips... :DDD
Maybe I missed that HARD picture, enlighten me, is it the one with Emily??? Or another one? ;)
I already suggested you songs and those stay, I don't know if I said Kings Of Leon "I want you", if not I'm adding it now :), and of course Beyonce "Sweet dreams" ;D
Talk to you later!
LOL, the NB comments would crack me up and I would definitely think about it. He would see a woman looking at him and laughing like crazy. he probably think poor woman...
ReplyDeleteYes,it's the one with Emily, drinking coffee or something ;) We are such a NB's.
Thanks, I forgot about the songs :D
I'm feeling better but couldn't sleep last night. I was up until 4.40,that's why I could join the NB party. You should do that some night.
LOL we're such a NB's the moment I saw the picture (a smaller version :)) I knew it! Didn't even need to zoom it, but I did :), can't help it! :D
ReplyDeleteI would definitely do the NB party sometime, too bad it begins when I'm already lost in dreams (or nightmares)...
I got scared of that pic. Just imagining thing that I shouldn't maybe ;D
ReplyDeleteI'm a night person so I like being awake at night. It is the best time for me to work actually. I prefer going for walk in night then day too. Moonlight is so beautiful, magical and peaceful. LOL,I'm like vampires,don't like sun that much. everyone here is crazy about sun but I hide from it.
Scared??? LOL, yeah me too, a little bit ;)!
ReplyDeleteWell I like day and night, and morning :). But there are countless nights I stayed up til dawn and even til full morning! I LOVE those nights. Everything is clear sometimes at night. I like to read at night, write at night, doing stuff, I don't liek to sleep really and I don't need a lot of sleep, just a few hours. :)
Does your country have much sun or not?
No,not much sun here. Mostly clouds, rain or snow but that's ok with me. I'm not a sun worshiper like the rest of people here. I like stars and the moon. I don't like to sleep either,well it don't feel like that I'm sleeping anyway. My brain never shuts down for rest.
ReplyDeleteIs RM clip too revealing? Dying here ;)
I like rain and clouds, they're, how should I say, inspiring! :) But I like the sun too. O tell me about never shuting down, LOL! :)
ReplyDeleteThe clip is not too revealing, you can watch it! :)
ok, I watched the clip,witch was a mistake ;)He's so charming and the way he looks at her...You know what i was thinking today? That I have never been so attracted to a mans legs before,LOL. Sure,I thought someone is attractive but legs? All I see is his looooong legs in those white pants. Ok enough with that ;)
ReplyDeleteNever shutting down, well let see if I can explain it. My brain is constantly working,jumping from thought to thought. I know that most of people function in the same way but not when you're at sleep and you're aware that you are thinking in your sleep. I have a very few short moments of unconsciousness. i can dream all night and be aware of it. It's tiresome because I don't get any rest and I wake up tired.I can't sleep much either. Well I don't like sleeping.If I could I'll be awake all the time since It feels like that anyway but my body wont let me do that. i don't know if I'm explaining myself so you understand.
Writing helps me to calm down since I concentrate on one thing and not 10000 thing at the same time. I like physical activity too because during the activity you just concentrate on your body. The harder the activity is the better and no fucking choreography,just simple things like boxing or martial arts. I have a bit problem with coordination so it makes it hard to have to think about steps and stuff. I don't like dancing either. How about you?
How is it for you?
When I said "tell me about it" I didn't mean that literally, LOL, "tell me about it" is a saying, it means I know what you mean, that's exactly how I feel, so you didn't have to explain that to me, cause I know what you saying, I'm never shut down as well. I'm sometimes so aware that I dream, it'so weird and then waking up tired. :) Sorry about that little misunderstanding.
ReplyDeleteAbout the clip,I can't stand the vein on his arm in the clip, LOL, me and veins and blood, it makes me sick, I can't look at it! :) I know I'm weird!
You say you're attracted to his legs, OMG, I'm attracted to his everything- his legs, arms, hands, fingers,.........
You know when you find something disgusting or repulsive on man's body thas us women don't like, well NOTHING on him is repulsive to me, not even a tiniest inch of his body, I don't know if you understand me.
Oh and the newest clip, how I love to watch him eat, I could do that all day, I don't like to see people eat, but him!!!! OMG, I'm totally crazy, it's so satisfying to see him enjoy something, I could cook for him whole day and night and then watch him! :)
And focusing on one thing helps me too, like writing and physical activity, but I love to dance I don't think about steps then, my mind is away at that moment and just in the music and the whole different world, I went to a dance school when I was little.
Oh and don't think that it's crazy when you're attracted to some part of his body haha, if you're crazy then I'm crazy too! ;D
Hahahaha sorry Fae :D I'm in the hurry always so I missed your point *crawlig under the table*
ReplyDeleteI'm not just attract to his legs, LOL I meant I've never even noticed a mans legs before. You are right about nothing repulsive and I UNDERSTAND you. I even adore those three spot on his left side of the face. I call them for Orion belt,LOL. He must have a very nice smell, I don't know but I imagine it that way.
Did you see the way he hold his fork? fuck,even that is sexy to me and the way he drank his wine or hold he glass. Those fingers...I want to see him eating a whole meal, crazy isn't it. Just wanting to see him enjoying his food. We are so crazy....the way he said his name and looking at the camera all the time...
This is new to me, worshiping a man like this. WTF he think he is. He just need to stand somewhere and doing absolutely nothing and I 'd go crazy and he smiles, well i don't know what would happen.
I'm so happy we get to see him on sunday :DDDD
BTW, I like everything about Mr.Sex on LEGS
LOL, I just had to look at urban dictionary and see if Robs name was there under sex on legs. Look at the #6 ;)
ReplyDeletehttp://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=sex%20on%20legs
Oh yes the three little spots, and thoe ears LOL, and the scar...Even if he smells bad it would be good for me! Which I would find awful on other guy! Haha the fork holding, so funny, and chewing and drinking a wine, I'm such a NB tonight! :D
ReplyDeleteWhy all those women adore him??? Is this the reason we adore him too, because he's a prototype??? NO WAY!!!! He is more than that to me! Crazy for even think that for a second!
LOL he's sa synonym for sex on legs too!
Oh I have to show you one song, it has nothing to do with Rob, it just came to my mind that I want to show you! :)
He isn't a prototype at all :D He is special in so many ways. I loose focus just seeing the table pic and believe me I seen gorgeous men before but nothing like him. You see a pic and you go crazy. He must know what those poses does to us. I think he plans everything and says to himself,lets see if they can survive this.
ReplyDeleteWhat song???
LOL I don't think he plans it, he's too clumsy to do that! :D He's natural!
ReplyDeleteThe song is by a Macedonian singer who sang mostly in Croatian (my language) songs by Croatian artists, he died in a car crash in 2007 when he was 26, he WAS very popular in south-eastern Europe and in Croatia (most of his time he was here) and was preparing to concquer the world, his death shooked the whole south-east Europe, he had an amazing voice. His newest album, which he recorded in London 2007., was released a month ago. I wanna share a few of his songs, so tell me what you think of him. :) This one is the latest.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UfnrEy3jUbM
How sad,dying so young. He has a beautiful voice and good looking.
ReplyDeleteI liked the song :D Thanks more pls...
Yes, he was so beautiful and truly and angel, he worked for every charity he could, children loved him... More? Gladly! :D
ReplyDeleteThis one is a duet with Gianna Nannini the Italian singer
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OHbT9VvtonM
Well this is, for me, better than the original, like many songs he covered! :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iKKvCmiqsgs
This is his last song, it's in Croatian, but I will give you translation, you wouldn't believe the words, considering it's his last song.
ReplyDeleteA Game With No Limits
If only I could wake up
in the world of love
Without old debts and these freaks
that have been following me all around
If only I could kiss you
without bad memories of chilly Springs
Without the images of suffering
that, for some reason, choose our minds to stick in
Because my life is a game without limits
A tired story, ripping pages
that have nothing written on them
Because my life is endless falling
When I count my defeats, nothing remains
I just keep sticking to old habits
and everything is based on that
If only I could wake you up
make you a coffee
bring it to you in bed
And then kiss you
But that’s not happening and it doesn’t exist
If only I could fall in love
with a little country girl
on some meadow
up there in space
so that I don’t see what’s down
Because my life is a game without limits
Because my life is a game without limits
A tired story, ripping pages
that have nothing written on them
Because my life is endless falling
When I count my defeats, nothing remains
I just keep sticking to old habits
and everything is based on that
Here's the video- that concert was actually from October 2007, when he died, a few days later. So you see why is shocking that he's mentioning "the image of suffering" and all the other words like "if only i could wake up" :(
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wgRCJPs2ZKA
Beautiful songs:) the last one is amazing,the lyrics...
ReplyDelete"Because my life is a game without limits
A tired story, ripping pages
that have nothing written on them
Because my life is endless falling
.....
Sometimes I wonder about people that die so sudden,if they sense something or not. Some souls are destinate to be here just for a short time. It's a big loss for everyone else. maybe they just can't stand see all tragedy in this world.
Thanks for sharing such a beautiful soul.
I'm so glad that you liked him, and that I'm not bothering you with this. :) I was preparing to go to his concert, to us, he was like a next door neighbour, you know, not some kind of a star, kind of if you see him on the street you'd stop by and talk to him :).
ReplyDeleteOne our singer wrote a song about him, lyrics something like this:
"It's not for you
It's not this land, dove
It't not for you
It's not this world, my angel
It wasn't for you, my darling, red, wild poppy flower
But the wings to take you to the sky, under the cloud...
So yes, he was just here to make a difference and he made it...
I think those people sense something, like River Phoenix for example, he was always saying that he was afraid of his 23rd birthday and "I don't wanna die in a car accident. When I die it'll be a glorious day. It'll probably be a waterfall."
It was on a BBC news too, I remember, I was having a big exam that day, and I got message just before entering the room. Of course I didn't pass, I just entered and exited.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sgU2p9Rv3tI
I can't even imagine what I would do if...
NO, NO, NO, stop me before I say it, I can't even think of saying it!!!!!!
Clearing mind, clearing mind.
Oh and if I think of another his song, I'll share it! :)
Oh and something funny, I came home from university, I study in a another town, and I was in my room studying. And my mom came to my room, laughing like crazy, holding some newspaper and said "Look what your "little darling" said! Hahahaaha!" I instantly knew what they wrote, you know about the allergies and that he ADMITTED IT, stupid people who don't understand British humor, so I explained it to her! LOL! :D
ReplyDeleteOh and of course she doesn't know how deep my obsession is, LOL! ;)
:( Sometimes nice people goes first. I would be in chock too if I heard something like that.
ReplyDeleteDon't even think about it fae, DON'T!!! I just don't want that thought enter my mind!
You're not bothering meat all.I like to know about new things :D So feel free and share what you want.
LMAO,so the news reached there too. It was here to but I just ignore it. They just want to print the V word.
have you read this? I know if that's true but It make me to find out for myself ;)I think Alex is right.
http://www.aceshowbiz.com/news/view/00023564.html
Ok,stop looking at his fingers ;)
Promise I won't think about it again, I just got freaked out.
ReplyDeleteOk I'll certainly feel free to send you even more videos and stuff! :D Same goes to you! I also love to know about new things!
Of course he smells like roses and sugar and spice and everything nice! :) Even if he smells bad, he would smell to me like chocolate and cinnamon and Gucci by Gucci pour Homme! :) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0BDazlHxKwo
And I like Alex too, Paul is so hot! ;)
And did they really have to put THAT DISTRACTING picture! LOL
P.S. Were you trying to find on google if he's a presenter at BAFTA's and then found that article? LOL!
hahaha,No I just looking for pics and found that :D Maybe you can help me. I'm looking for these.I know that he has a lot of them but I can't find it.
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I want him to do something like that add.
Ok, you started this ;)
ReplyDeletehttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JslSn-v6phU&NR=1
Just imagine Rob in it...
http://media.photobucket.com/image/0001cwrb/howlita114/0001cwrb.jpg
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http://thinkingofrob.files.wordpress.com/2009/09/twilight_pressconference_la_011.jpg
http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_SCFEOQ7YdSU/SmSSLeyzDBI/AAAAAAAAAiw/5AkOjivPN5g/s400/twilight_pressconference_LA_045.jpg
http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_SCFEOQ7YdSU/SmSRBWNSVQI/AAAAAAAAAiY/8yuRjU2iLL0/s400/twilight_pressconference_LA_040.jpg
I found those for you. :) I hope you liek them! Just put "twilight press conference la" in google and you'll find more! ;)
About the commercial, LOL that's so Matthew! :D He's cool, I like him! ;)
Oh I wanted to be with the NB's tonight, but something hit me a little bit, I felt so sad, so I couldn't keep up with you... :(
Thanks ;D
ReplyDeleteAWWW,I understand. What was it?
I'm not there much either. Sometimes it gets too much. I'm playing with his pics and that makes me happy right now.
I'm still sick,my eyes and chest hurts. I don't like medicine so I refuse to take something.LOL,I like to suffer.
Found this:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GJDmOVyR2eU&feature=related
Look when he poses with tyra,his expression, makes you melt.
Hope you feeling better,Hugs
I feel better now, thanks. I can't really tell you what was it, it has something to do with RM, I remembered something...
ReplyDeleteWhen the NB's go crazy! LOL! :D And what are you doing with his pics??? ;)
You'll have to do something about you sickness. "Oh girl, you have no faith in medicine" :), I hate medicine too, but eventually you'll have to take something. What is it? Are you allergic to something(no seriously, I'm not trying to be funny :))?
I saw that video already, ;), it's so hot! :D
FILTM!!!!!!
Oh and those comments, I feel dirty when THOSE toughts come to my mind! But I can't help it! :D
Did you see this???
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ATsqEmkX0cs
I don't want to think about RM.I think it's going to be difficult watching it.
ReplyDeleteYou're gonna see soon what I'm doing with his pics,I hope ;) I'm never satisfied with things I do so it takes time sometimes.
It's my throat that hurts.It's going to be ok soon. I'm just to suborn to give in to he sickness. And no,It's not a allergic reaction. He is not here :P that would create another reaction ;D
that's one of my favorite songs.I'm going to use it soon. He gives you fever alright.
Feeling dirty is good sometimes ;)did you see the moan video? that's dirty to me.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Z6L_MwAAvo
haha I knew you'd say that he's not here or something like that!
ReplyDeleteWell get well soon! I hate sorethroat!
I've seen the moaning video, and I can't sleep now! But I have to! I'm off to bed.
Good night, sweet dreams or a beautiful nigtmare! ;) I hope for one at least one dream too! :) I mean one friendly dream for a change!
Today went fast.I just loose time sitting and doing nothing or many things. Listened to a lot of music or just one group many times :D sometimes I find a group and just listen and listen to them.
ReplyDeleteWhat you been doing today?
have you seen hunted airman?
ReplyDeleteSometimes I miss him so much, silly isn't it?
ReplyDeleteWell I've been doing nothing much today, I have to study, but I cacn't force myself. Spent time with my family today and listened to music... Yeah I know what you mean, sometimes I find just one song and listen to it over and over again! :D
ReplyDeleteYes, I've seen Haunted airman, you?
And I miss him too, so much, like he's been here the whole time and now he's gone and I miss him 'til he comes back again...It's not silly...or is it? Haha!
I think this is our anthem! :D
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NMNgbISmF4I
I'll have to go now, I gotta get up early tomorrow.
ReplyDeleteSweet dreams! :D And retell me in the morning! ;)